Oh yeesss Ugly Betty is well and truly back!! Oh how i love Ugly Betty. Well, this is a few weeks in to the latest series and Im already just falling for it all over again. Im so glad its kept its style and hasnt changed much throughout the series because that would just ruin it. And uhhuh, how hot is the coach (Hildas married boyfriend) and Mark is just way to gay and cute i love him. 
Again because of sucky work I had to wait to watch it and catchup now, but im quite glad, at least its given me something to do this afternoon.
Today is the last day the school my mum works at is going to be open as i said yesterday. Trouble is, im not going to see her today at all because shes staying late to ’say goodbye’ and i have to leave for work at 5.30. I hate seeing people unhappy. I cant handle it, like seriously.
Seeing as I’ve got loads on my mind at the moment with *Ben, my friends, my mum, work, and my own stupid paranoia screwing up my brain I decided to force myself to go to the gym. I didnt stay too long though. Got there at about 9:45 and left at about 10:30, well come on it was my first time since like January! Hopefully next week I might start to go with my cousin. However, and this always happens, I got home from working out, ate a big lunch then finished off the icecream…well at least i would have burnt a least some of that off yesss?
JODIE PRENGR ON LOOSE WOMEN. *flails* byee x
Im really stuck at what to do. I cant think straight. Ill explain. Theres a little private catholic junior school nearby where my mum has worked at for the past 9 years or so. Because of the credit crunch and what not they were told a few months ago that it would have to close. This school has been within the community for over 100 years and recently because of the cost to attend and rent the building etc money has been low. Its so sad to say goodbye to such a wonderful school and its hit my mum hard. The last day is tomorrow and even yesterday my mum came home in tears. Shes found another school which is also local and lovely to start at in September but the memories of this school will never fade. It breaks my heart, it really does, to see her upset. I cant stand seeing anyone upset, let alone my mum. I cant stand it. I just want to give her a big hug and make the pain go away, but i know it wont. I dont know how to help her. Im planning on tidying the house tomorrow, and doing all ther general chores and taking out the dog and such so she doesnt have to worry about it when she gets home. Maybe i could cook her a meal? But what if shes too anxious to eat? And im not sure how long shell want to stay at the school before she leaves for the last time. Plus i have to work. Im going to feel horrible leaving her seeing as its only me and her that live here. But I really need to work because I called in sick on Monday. I think part of the problem is that i always hide what Im really feeling from her. I think its just a teenage thing maybe. Recently its been easier, but if Im ever feeling down or I have a problem I wont tell her because I dont want to upset her / her to know so I’ll hide it from her. What am I meant to dooooo. 
Now, I’ve always been a massive Torchwood fan. Stemming from my love of all things Doctor Who and Sci Fi, when I began watching the Torchwood series a few years ago I was hooked straight away. Not only is Captain Jack Harkness (John Barrowman ^^) too cute not to mention, but its just like Doctor Who only with less of the childish cheesey kind of sci fi horror – though it pains me to say it. It really does terrify me sometimes, but i suppose me being me thats not exact a hard thing to do. I was rather dissapointed when the BBC announced that, like Doctor Who, in 2009 there would not be a complete series of Torchwood but only around 5 episodes. However now the backtoback Torchwood has begun on BBC1 this week im way more than happy!